Friday, August 27, 2010

check her out.

http://shukreenma.blogspot.com

i feel her. i feel the religious / racial segregation the moment i stepped onto west malaysia.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

pre-marriage.

so like how would you feel if the one teaching / leading / consulting you about pre-marriage was someone who:
  1. married someone of a different 'religion'
  2. married his / her own cousin
  3. married someone he / she met online?
how are you supposed to react to what they tell you? do you just pretend like whatever they say is true and just hope and pray that the talk gets over quick? or do you tell it to their face? i'd keep mum about it.

saves face. saves time. saves energy. saves tears. saves relationships. saves everyone.

screw denominations.

why can't all of us just get along? we believe in the same god.

yet we curse each other saying that we're the truth and the rest are lies. what do you think they're telling their own? i bet the same sad statement.

sad.

i'm sure after big j left, none of this nonsense happened.

let's all just have a big group hug and say we believe in each other and we believe in Him.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

mirror, mirror on the wall.

you’re okay with other broken families. with drunkards. with too much smoking. and gambling. and debts. and brothers / cousins / nephews with their oh-so many mistresses. and children without mothers / fathers. with environmentally irresponsible fucktards.


you’re okay with illegal businesses. you’re okay with corrupt businessmen and politicians. you’re okay with gaining money the wrong way as long as you’re spending it with the church and family. (repeat) you’re okay with drinking as long as it’s done with family and friends.


you’re okay with your own brothers and sisters leading their own fucked up lives.


what you’re not okay with is me. just because i lead my life the way i want it to be, according to what i believe, you push me away. you want me to think and act like you. i cannot. i will not. i will never.


i haven’t even tried to sway off and be one of the usual suspects. yet you still doubt me.

family first.

you spend more time out-of-home than inside. and when you’re out, you’re not even spending it with your family. how do you expect people to look up to you?


family always comes first. you can’t leave your husband / wife and children and parents behind and go all out to people who are not even related to you. and you tell these people that family is important. if that’s not a perfect example of being a hypocrite then i don’t know what is.


i admit i don’t read much of the scriptures as much as i read novels but i know there’s a line somewhere in there that emphasizes on just making it right at home over anything else.


i don’t know how you live with yourself every single day. aren’t you ashamed? why do you still arrogantly speak like that, with your nose held up high? aren’t we all alike?


the two things that i hate the most, and i’m sure most of you agree, are over-the-top religious people and politicians. people kill people because of these scumbags. people hate. people lie. people die.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

faith.

"For the person most devoid of knowledge, just as for the most cultivated, faith remains a humble trusting in God." Brother Roger of Taize.

to imply from the quote, faith is about a personal relationship with the big one up there. not human beings to meddle in between.

brainwash.

oh, and stop brainwashing others! espesh my mom!

bullshit.

there’s nothing wrong with the religion, it’s the people in it. skewing others to think that this is wrong and this is right. funny how they somehow sound exactly like the others they fight against.


with this, i say bullshit.


what makes you think you’re much better than me? what’s with that ’holier-than-thou’ attitude? just because you went to a year course in a bible school doesn’t make you godly. doesn’t make whatever you speak out the truth.


i’m in this cause i believe that this is a religion of love. we spread the love of god to everyone not just by preaching but by loving one another, even though they may be of a different belief.


i walked out on the sermon last two weeks (go figure) cause it was inciting hate. hate towards those with different views. as i said earlier, with this, you’re not making yourself different or stand out from the rest instead you’re being one. of. THEM. i wouldn’t want that. i hate that. fact is, i love you. i love you to death but who am i to say all this to you? for all i know, you’d pull out the blasphemy card against me.


how can you help others when you can’t even help yourself. your family. do you really think people attend the mass on sundays cause they listen to what you have to say? seriously? well maybe a handful. we’re there cause it’s a family gathering of sorts. it is a family church, by the way. ask anyone sitting behind on what you’ve been blabbering for the past 2 hours and we’ll act dumb (well actually, we have no idea what you’ve been wasting your saliva on). and can’t you just get to the point when doing your sermons? stop ’uhm’s’ and ’ah’s’ and trying hard to let us finish your sentence. what the fuck are you trying to say?


okay, sounds like a rant towards a particular individual now. goes to all who can relate to this and hits them.


next post, religion and marriage and love.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

pictures tak jadi.

test subjects for a friend :)

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