Thursday, February 03, 2011

Friends vs Family

So like I am getting married next Saturday.

I am super stressed out. Especially in terms of financial matters. I have so much to pay off, with the new apartment, renovation, study loans et cetera.

So last Wednesday, stress was so bad I did something I wouldn't usually do. I asked to borrow money.

I first called my mom, negative. I think nowadays she'd rather be spending money on making other people happy ie. her sisters and their children. I was sad but I know I can't do much. Told her I'd find some other sources. She just kept quiet. Not even offering other options. Yes, that's my mom.

Texted 3 close cousins. Told them I'd pay them back as soon as the wedding's over. BTW, these are close cousins who I have personally helped a lot, financially and effortlessly. They all said they cannot. Didn't even try to squeeze a couple of hundred of bucks. Well, maybe one did.

Finally, I texted a high-school friend. We do not meet that often but as soon as he got my text, his immediate reply was "When do you need it? Gimme your bank account number". NO FUCKING QUESTIONS ASKED. He's not rich, mind you. Just had a baby himself. Immediately I broke down and cried. In the office.

I thought of how selfless this friend is and how selfish my own family are.

You see, it's when you're truly in deep shit and you need a hand to pull you out, that's when your family / friends true colours show. BlogBooster-The most productive way for mobile blogging. BlogBooster is a multi-service blog editor for iPhone, Android, WebOs and your desktop

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

bitches.

So my mom just defended her bitchy sister for being a total bitch towards me.

Note to self: When I have children, I WILL NOT be like my parents.

You're supposed to defend your kid and not go all ape shit on him.

Cannot wait to leave this hellhole filled with hypocrisy. Neck-deep full on bullshit.

BTW, they're drinking now all drunk while telling each other how they're so much better than their cousins. Wow. You fucking drunkards. I'd wish they'd have some liver disease but I ain't that low. One message though, fuck off! BlogBooster-The most productive way for mobile blogging. BlogBooster is a multi-service blog editor for iPhone, Android, WebOs and your desktop

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